New and saying hello

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I am so proud of myself! Today was a GREAT day!
My S and I went to the Mall of America and had a great time.
I snagged some deals to make me feel good about myself, and it was just fun to spend time with my youngest S.
I kept my phone in my purse and made myself a promise that I would not text back if he texted me, and I didn't.

While we were sitting on a bench at the mall, a lightbulb went off. I need to "Act If" I am moving on with my life without him.
As much as it makes me sad to even think about it, I realized that I should be focusing on helping me to get to a better place.

My H and I have been separated for 7 weeks tomorrow, and part of me thinks it is too long and we'll never make it back to one another, but then I stop myself and pray to God to lead me in the right direction.