Having a good day with my D2. I know my W is "out of town", but I'm just not sweating it as much as I did before. I hope that feeling continues. I keep telling myself "why would I want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me. I also just look at my lil girl and know I am sooooo lucky to be with her. I have remained completely dark this weekend. I'm not wasting my time spending her pics and expecting some kind of reaction. While my D2 was napping, I was in my basement going through all of her baby clothes. Most of it is just in cardboard boxes. I plan on sorting it all by size and putting them in rubbermaid containers. It is hard to go through this and think of all of our dreams of filling them with more kids. When we do seperate our things, I plan on taking half of this stuff. Not sure if I will ever have anymore kids, but the thought of my W having a child with someone else is horrible.
