Thanks DG..you are right, we can't make up for our past. I need to remember that and keep moving forward. I need to stop letting her "eat cake" and stop providing for her. She made this decision and needs to learn to take care of herself. Right now, she isn't helping me in ANY way. She is very selfish right now and it is really unattractive to me.

I have lost 50 lbs so far. I have another 80 to go to look like a linebacker again! Now that I have my mind set, it will be easy to lose.

She is supposed to come over this morning. I really don't know if she will or not now. But regardless, it won't effect my day any. If she does come by, then I will act as if yesterday didn't happen.


Me: 39
W: 44
SS 24
SD: 20
M: 13
T: 15
Bomb: 2/16/11
EA: 2/14/11
Papers Signed 4/13/11
Divorced 5/13/11