Another New Day 2

[islander]

On Wednesday, I sent my W an email about how I felt about her and us. I thought a lot about it before I wrote it, and felt that it was necessary bc of what happened 2 weeks ago when she said she wanted to move home, then abruptly changed her mind. We never spoke about it after that, and I never really had communicated either during that time. (My email to her did not mention anything about that incident).

Thursday, W contacted me about our taxes. After we finished, I asked her if she got the email I sent her the other day. She said yes, sorry she did not respond right away, and she started writing me back but hadn't finished yet.

This morning, W text me and wanted to know if my mom still wanted to take our girls for spring break. I said yes, and she wanted to know how "we" would get them there. I told her my parents were going to come and pick them up. She said that was ok, and my SD could go. I really did not think that my W was going to let her go, and this surprised me.

Then W says she wanted to talk to me soon, and there were some things she wanted to discuss. I asked her if it was anything in peticular, and she replied, Yes, but I want to talk to you about everything at one time and not just give you the gist. We are both working a lot the next week and are not able to get togehter. She said she was going to email me what she wanted to talk about, then I could think about it before we talk next week. I said ok, and the conversation ended with her telling me to have a good day.

I don't know what she wants to talk about. I decided that whatever it is, I am going to think positive about it. The last time she wanted to talk about everything was when she said she wanted to come back home. I do not expect her to say that again, but I am going to be positive. Negativity will not get me anywhere, even if I was right. I was thinking very negative the other day with no evidence of anything. I need to stop that.

I did what I felt was right. I thought about what I was going to do for a while, and I still felt I was doing the right thing...I know I am going to get hammered...