WTH. Why do I feel so good now? I know I f'd up last night, but it helped ME so much. I needed that release.
She called and texted multiple times wanting a status on how D was feeling. I had no anxiety ignoring them. I was taking care of D. She then calls from her work number and I unknowenly answered. I simply said I had it covered. Her response was a sad OK.
Hopefully that puts a stop to it, but that is out of my control if she continues. I control how I handle it.
A part of me feels a little bad for her knowing how much she hurts not being there for our D when she is sick. But, really? Nothing I can do about that. Well, I could make it easier on her by providing the constent updates. But that is not what I want.
I'll focus on my D.
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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.
