I am very low today. For some reason, Bolt's recent posts have gotten me bummed out and frankly scaring the h-e-l-l out of me. This isn't a pity party b/c Bolt has it 1000X worse. XYZ has taken a leave and I feel like I could be next.
I know ever situation is different and you shouldn't compare, but I just spent a lot of time over the past 12 hrs or so wondering about my situation. I know it's not good. It didn't help that my W and I had a minor argument on Wednesday. Plus she was really down this morning because of the weather, work, etc.
I have NO reason to believe that things aren't moving in a positive direction. I just need to really appreciate where I am right now.
Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet. --Jean Jacques Rousseau.
