Help..I dont want a divorce

[StaciG]

My H left me. He did on March 10. We had just been having some problems, but nothing that was so serious. Noone cheated or anything like that. He does Natural Bodybuidling competitions,I do believe with his show prep with the upcoming show in May he started dieting Jan 1. Things have just snowballed since then. I admit, I have played into his moodiness which isnt good but he has gotten very irriatable and serious 24/7 there was no joking with him and I am not much of a serious person anyways. Last time we spoke he told me he was DONE and he wouldnt be changing his mind. We had grown apart and had nothing in common anymore. I just dont understand for us to not of been married a year yet how we could have grown apart and now have nothing in common.I just dont want to lose him over this petty nonsense of knit picking. But he is so dedicated and is going to WIN this show in May I think that has caused him alot of stress. I am not saying I am perfect by no means, I have a problems showing my affection/emotions and this has caused a problem for us. I also have my own up and downs days and have been to see a counselor to work on myself. But in the grand sceme of things our issues are minor compaired to what they could be. I have asked him to do counseling not necessarily together, but we both do our own then when time is right we can join together. One day he was against it, then couple days later he was for it, then again now he is against it. He came by my work yesterday to pick up mail and I tried to stay strong and not cry and i did good until he was leaving he hugged me and i said that i missed him and started to cry. He just looked at me straight faced and said dont do this. I know crying is not pretty to them but i couldnt help it. Then out with a girl friend last night having dinner and was finally having a good time laughing and trying to enjoy myself to keep my mind off things. Then i get a txt from him that says. Seeing me cry yesterday was so hard on him, i just made him sick, absolutely sick. He said i looked good and he missed me very much. I had slipped in his mail a very nice card and a couple little gifts in them, to show him i do support him and his bodybuilding. He thanked me for the card and gift and said he knew it was heartfelt. Wished be a good weekend. I just replied "Your Welcome, Hope you you enjoy your gifts they were from my heart and I hope he had a good weekend as well" Just dont know how he could walk away from me, something that he loved and cared so much about. Any help or advice would be great. Ive been just beside myself and just dont know what to do.