You can't think the DG..You need to live "as if". As if he does miss you. As if he does love you. As if he will see the changes you are making and want to be a part of them. If we don't hold on to something, what point is there to DB?
What I want you to do is concentrate on you and you alone. Figure out the area's of your life that you don't like and change them. Figure out things you like to do and do them. What makes you laugh? What makes you smile? IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU!! We have to fix ourselves before we can even think about being in a R or M. I know you can do this. We are all here for you and will offer advice and encouragement throughout your journey. We are your family.
