I am truly torn between the go or stay. It is her house, so I feel obliged to make moves to go. I am viewing a house this morning, having lunch with friends and then have a work meeting this afternoon.
Everyone I speak to is pretty much saying get out of there and move on, if she decides she loves you after all she'll come get you. I'm not sure that's the right tack. My memories of DB before were that you should dig in your heels and not leave until forced to do so. I made that mistake before, and not keen to repeat it, but it's so hard in the face of people constantly telling me to get out.
Haven't seen her since our brief and very pleasant interlude yesterday afternoon and I miss her like crazy. She was very complementary about my new haircut, and I'm pleased to report another 2lb off on the scales this morning. Relationship break ups are good for diets!
I wonder if she will be home for dinner this evening or if it will be the usual Fri night at her best friend's house.
She admits she isn't sure what to do about anything for the best at the moment, including our "date" that had been prearranged for Saturday, dinner tonight, how to live together or even what to wear.
Reality is that which, if you don't believe in it, doesn't go away.
