One last thing. I got a lot off my chest that I wanted to say. One of the hardest parts about of this was holding so much in. I also know that I only have really one path to follow now. That is one of fully dropping the rope and move on. I hope I'm right, but right now I feel like this was the big step back I needed to really move forward.

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