I cannot believe your strength through this matter. It is absolutely amazing and you are doing a great job!!!!
If you can, lay off the R conversations for a little bit. I understand where you are coming from and the frustration you feel at this point to be lied to. However, you need to try to keep the R conversations to a minimum for right now.
I think that it is huge, though, that he was at least listening to what you were saying. I am 5 months down the road and I don't think that my H has heard a single thing I've said. So obviously your delivery is excellent.
