Well, I canceled the date due to financial inability and I did not want to end up in such a wreck like I was yesterday. I did my budget for next month and I will be -$.50. Woohoo, Application time, I gotta get working on my resume right now.
WAW came and dropped off the kids. She posted the song F'n perfect by Pink on her wall so I said you look like your doing better today. She kinda backed off from me and said, "yeah." I'm taking it as she is heading in the right direction with her depression. That the medication she is on which is adding to her depression must be wearing off a bit. We will see, because only time can tell. I'm praying she gets better.
Tomorrow I think I'm going to take the kids skating again. This time without the WAW. I'm hoping to enjoy myself just a bit more without her there. It's hard when everything that I do around her has to be forced at the moment just so I don't say the wrong thing, so I don't hold her hand, so I don't lean over and give her a soft peck on the cheek, so I don't hurt her anymore emotionally. It hurt me bad yesterday because she looked so beautiful.
My kid just said the F word, yay! LOL Time to go work on that.
