W was especially distraught yesterday. I didn't seek to fix anything for her. She is her problem now.
But, I sense she is planning another big move. And this will be scary for sure. But, it will be ok and I will be ok.
Today, I noticed how good it feels just to breathe. You ever breathe really deeply and fill your lungs? The kind that fills them and makes your belly move..... it just feels good. The air is cool as it enters ...and you feel the oxygen hit your blood.
I'm alive. And it's good. My road will be a good one. Where she goes is up to her.
B.I.T.S
Formerly known as onStepAtATime Me:31 W:31 T:13 yrs M:8 yrs D: 20 months ILYBNILWY: 9/22/10 "I want a separation" 1/05/11