It's Time To Rock; Part II

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You know, I just don't know what to think of my W right now.

I texted the W and asked if she was going to be picking up D before her nap. W worked last night, so normally she would not pick her up until after the nap, but under the circumstances, I assumed she would shake it off and pick her up early.

She replies that she was planning on after the nap so “they can both get some rest.” She knows that D does not nap well at daycare… My office is literally only 2 minutes from D’s daycare so I said “OK, I’ll go check on her at lunch”

She replies “I can pick her up now if you want” If I want?

Then…

“I was just sleeping, but I can get up” Just sleeping? Next to some guy who is not the father of your child perhaps?

I say “It’s up to you, I don’t mind checking on her”

She then says she’ll get up and pick her up now. Asks me to call daycare and let them know so they do not put D down for her nap before she gets there.

I say “will do”

And she says “K, I’ll call you”

Yeah, we’ll see if she calls, don’t know why she would really.

She seems so panicky that she is not being a good mother. And truth be told, right now she is not giving the 110% she did before her A. That part REALLY tears me up.

I am really just in an F her mentality right now. She is just not acting like the person I fell in love with right now. I really don’t know what I would do if she called right now asking to come home. Not that I will have to worry about it…