I don't want to be a control freak. I don't want to constantly worry about all the "What If's" I hate feeling like this!!!!
Use that hate and fear to drive yourself to change. Whenever I might start reverting back, I ask myself..Do you ever want to feel like that again? Do you ever want to lose what you love again? Do you want to be happy for the rest of your life?
Ask God for peace as well. It has really helped me.
