Denver your last post really spoke to me. Especially the part about true 180's. It has made me realize that I have been doing them in hopes of repairing my M and not for ME. You are right, a true 180 should make me feel good about myself, not make me look better in my H's eyes. Thank you for posting that.
I wish you and your W nothing but the best. And please, keep posting.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤