Had some small baby steps I think today. was able to change my tone in my voice on the phone and she seemed to respond better to me also lingered a bit on the other end felt like she really wanted to say something...could be OM disclosure not sure.
S11 has new england wrestling meet this weekend and originally I was gonna meet them there on sat afternoon after work.W booked motel room for 2 nights no talk of inviting me now,really [censored].
She is going hot and heavy with OM found online tarot card readings and facebook messeges(didnt read too painfull) with questions such as with I move in with OM this summer,ect.I Said nothing tonite.How long can these A last? He must be fulfilling her emotional needs and is calm and soft spoken pays alot of attention to her such as "meeting for coffee" W mother,sister aunt are/were bipolar. Father had mental issues as well.
W has become a bit of a clothes hoarder due to her abandonment issues with fly by night SM and her EX H who left her when she was pregnant with child.Are her abandonment issues partially driving this? Is she punishing me for the actions of her first husband? She is on ADHD meds and is perrimenopausal now hormones could be a factor in a MLC.
