Finally I get the truth

[Heywyre]

Thank you YAH for your support but it is clear to me, that he is done with this M. I have been fighting long and hard to keep it together for 21 years of marriage (and one year together before that) without any help from his side.

I will try and must as possible to hang onto what I thought was the "good times" but when you have been told there wasn't never a sexual attraction to you, it's pretty hard to accept. It seems I can't believe anything he says, even the good stuff.

However, I am very fortunate to have good friends and family around me to support and comfort me through these times and their never-ending praise of my efforts to save this marriage has been a blessing in my life for sure.