Well today started as a great day. Th sun was out, it was warm, and I was getting a lot of stuff done.

Then I met up with WAW to bring the kids skating. She basically treated me like a stranger and that was real hard on me. It's just hard seeing the woman you love so much ignoring you and treating you like the babysitter that they drug along. She invited me to go again but I declined at the end stating I need to go do something on my own. I am hurting, bad, right now. I didn't show it to her though. I just put a smile on my face and made small chit chat when ever she would come around. I am starting to think that the date on Friday is a real bad deal and I just need to go on my own. I'm torn here and don't know exactly how to react.