Well i really backslid again me and my wife have been talking and she confided in me yesterday that a guy at her salon had asked her out to lunch and she had been talking to him on the phone. well u know me i lost it and we argued all day i said some pretty mean things and told her if she went out with someone she would never come back here and i meant it. She responded saying why do you say that. Well last night after everything calmed down i apologized and she said u always say mean things and then say your sorry she then said see you had an affair and were forgiven but god forbid i even think about another man. Well as usual she turned the conversation sexual and we talked till eleven. She ended it saying were just not good for each other and that she cared for me but doesn't mean she can live with me. She also said she wanted to be friends for our son. Hell i dont know what to think im back at square one i think.
