Side Trip from Forward Motion

[BeingMe]

Hi Mila! No, we are not loving toward each other when he's at home. Friendly, yes. We did go out on Saturday night as a celebration for our 25th anniversary, so I figured that was it. We clinked champagne and congratulated ourselves, and outside the restaurant, we hugged. It was a pleasant date.

Ugh! I am tired of this. I thought I would have a break from it all in Europe, but being there brought up other issues in my life.

I love life, I am happy with who I am and with the interests I have. I have friends and family that I communicate with a lot. I smile, and laugh most of the time in my day (unless I have writers' block). My M is the only thing that is a problem-ish.