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[OnMyWay]

Phew,

Man, Country, I'm trying, but she has become a raging Beeeotch. I'm just not seeing the path right now and she is walking all over me. It is not helping my self-esteem at all.

For example, she's dictated the whole weekend. Her big plans and when she is going to spend time with our D. And, if it doesn't work out, her solution is to find a sitter to cover for her. I feel our D deserves better than that. It is seriously making me hate her. Only problem is, I'm sure I won't win in my state in divorce court. And I HATE being between a rock and a hard place.

I wanna just destroy her right now. I know I need to be a better man than this, but, sh!t, I'm just not able to pull it off right now.

HELP!