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[OnMyWay]

Well, I've royally screwed this up.

Picked up my WAW & D last night at the airport. WAW was rather talkative, but I saw on facebook that she had gotten a tattoo while with her sister in Florida. I dislike tattoos. She knows it, too, but did it anyway - kind of like a big eff-u. I found this to be something like my last straw. I'm done here.

Then, on the way home, she starts in with forcing her way into being "Primary Parent" again (something she's done in the past, as she is guilty for leaving D), telling D she'll be "back tomorrow night" and "spend time with her," etc. Never once did I get a "if you don't mind" or an "can I stop by," just the usual "I'm gonna do what I want" bs.

Pisses me off, that she can effing cheat on me, leave me, then drive the conversation anyway she wants, as if I don't exist and she is all righteous in everything - she is such a hypocrite. Next weekend, she's already made plans, assuming I wanna spend time with my D (which I do), and has spent all this money on tix for her next big weekend. Her solution is to just hire a babysitter - nevermind she has no cash, but can go to shows and get tattoos, while asking me for $$$. I'm feeling used. I'm sick of her sh!t. I'm so ready to L up and file against this B@#tch!

This has forced me to schedule an emergency telephone convo with my DB coach first thing in the am. I'm lost. I have no more interest in her or anything she says or does. She is totally untrustworthy and a liar. I'm admittedly angry, but I can't help but hope life stands up and punches her dead in the face. Unfortunately, It'll all be my fault, I'm sure.

BITS, what the hell do I do? Someone grab a handful of 2x4's and slap me silly!