Thank- you all for your kind words. His actions have me questioning if I have any fight left in me to save this relationship. I dont know if I have any forgiveness left in me for him. My emotions are so raw anyway, as she passed March 12th. All he said was he was sorry for the bad timing of his actions. We were home less then 1 hour and he said he was leaving. I found out that while I was burying my mother, he was looking for apartments instead of being in town with me and helping me get through my pain. I just needed to talk somewhere and not sure its here as I am not sure I want this relationship