Standing up to the punches

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SF, I see what you mean by tough love. I've always had weak knees when i see people in distress.

Last evening i talked to my daughter. She's talking so much now. I never heard her talk like this in december. How fast they grow. I experienced a profound sense of loss of seeing her grow during these months. Very said that every time she goes through these big changes, I am not there to see. Back in '09 when she just started to walk, wife walked away for 6 months to stay with her parents. Now this.

I feel i am regressing today. Sense of hopelessness, loss and anger toward wife. Now the anger is new. It is slowly encompassing my other feelings. I am angry that i have been denied my daughter who i love so much. I feel like i'll never get over this loss because this age of hers: it will never come again and gone for ever. I know i am talking a lil crazy, but i am so upset that my wife took my daughter away knowing very well how much i loved being there for both of them.

sorry, i just feel like venting...