I havent spoken to my son in over a yr. and a half. I miss him terribly. I worry about my son, I cant help it. I dont know how he is doing, dont know if he is going to school or if he needs anything. I want my son to know I am here for him always, he has had to deal with this divorce too. I ONLY speak to my ex because of my son. I guess I thought he may say "hes fine" or something? I mean we are adults, what the heck is his prb.? Ian I cant help but miss my son and worry about him. I feel so guilty for pushing him to live his his dad. I guess I thought one day.....maybe one day my xh will come to his senses and realize there is NO NEED for all this anger. He threw me off track this morning...any chance I get to ask about my son, I try and take my chances. Like I said, I cant help it, I love him and miss him so much.
