If we all did what we wanted to be doing with our WAS, I don't think we would be db. It is not suppowed to make us feel good or content. But you have to figure out wha works. It may be what makes you feel that way IS working, but it may not be the case.
Every time I go really dark with my W, I get a very angry reaction, talk about D, orwhy won't you talk to me, or just overall evil looks. To me, I think these are positive signs. She is showing some emotion, which means she cares what I think and what I am doing. If she did not have a reaction, she truly would not care. Just think about that.
Maybe your W bringin up D when you went dark was a way to try to hurt you bc she was hurting. Idk. It is just something to think about.
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M:34 W:28 SD:9 D:6 (pr) M:3 T:6 Separated 1/16/11 ILYBNILWY 10/25/10 PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10
I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...
