I have seen and felt positive steps over these last few weeks. After the evnts of this weekend I told myself that the pull back was coming and that I was not going to contact W until our family plans in 2 days. She text me today about thanking me for leftovers and say your welcome. I told her on Saturday that I would be getting a new bathing suit this week, (taking kids to indoor water park this week) so I sent her a text:
M: I'm heading soon to buy a bathing suite. You wanna come along and have me model them for ya? (wink emoticon)
W: Yes please with your bright white 6 pack now.
M: I will bet at store at 3, c u there.
W: HaHa have fun, dont buy white you will see through it.
Left it at that. She has not been cold at all when I have talked to her since Saturday.
So what is the hard part? I call to tell kids goodnight tonight and they and W tell me S3 started using potty today and is not wearing diaper. My oldest kids are girls. I am missing out on my boy taking big boy step and it really hurts. I want to be there little man, I really do.
