Its very strange but I am feeling the exact some way country. Having some really strange thouhgts. Disbelief is resurfacing again ,like I cant believe my angel has done this. But we have to get control of these feeling Country. WE Have to .

I think we are very similar in that we have analytical minds and when something doesnt make sense, we replay it over and over again until it does.

Trouble is, AND WE BOTH KNOW THIS, we cant force someone to love us no matter how effed up the situation may seem. We have to ride it out period.

I dont know why these feelings are in the forefront so much right now. Well I guess for me its because she said she wanted go come back 2 weeks ago and for you its because of the R talk you had recently.

If we focus on these red herrings, we will surly fail.

Stay strong Country, things will get better.

Dont do something you will regret and also set you back.

She knows you love her and want her, show her that you can live without her because you might have to.

Sorry Country.

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BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11