It's strange, for over a month I had no problem biting my tongue without a real strong urge to “talk the W out of her decision.” I was content with the fact that I could not change her mind; it was something she had to do on her own.

Our talk on Friday reopened this part of my mind. Now I find myself constantly thinking about all the things I want to say to her. How much she is giving up. Talk some sense into her. As much as limbo hurt, at least things were not progressing on the D front. Her bringing up the house scares me she will start moving things forward.

I just need to get in and out of these next two meetings with her as quickly as possible. Really hoping she doesn’t bring anything up for a while…

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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.