Another New Day

[islander]

Part of me feels like my W may be coming down off of her "high" and back into the real world. I may be completely off base here, but that is just my gut feeling. I know that she does love me, but I don't k ow what that means to her, or what she is willing to do with those feelings. She is confused, and I cant help her with that. She showed me last week she knows what she has to do to make our M work, it is up to her to be willing to do those things.

I am going to keep doing wha I am doing. Going semi-dark and having little contact with her but the essentials seems to work best. If it doesn't wake her up, it will help me get to where I need to be.