Another New Day

[islander]

i am doing alright 9. had my first "face to face or encounter" with W tonight. i went fishing with FIL today, and when we came home we were filleting our fish. W came to her parents house to pick up her D, and when she got out of the car, I said "Hey". She did not look at me, respond, or acknowledge me in any way. I kept on filleting my fish. A few minutes later, my D and SD came outside and wanted to know if my D could go to the movies with them. I said ok, and they were very excited.

W left with our girls and did not say anything to me. On there way back to her parents house, she tm me and said thanks for letting her take my D with them, and wanted to know if she could take my D to school tomorrow when she took her D. I said "of course" and she replied thank you.

when she dropped them off at her parents tonight, she came inside and went into there bedroom with her mother for a few minutes, and then left without noticing me again.

whatever though. I know what i want, she needs to figure out what she wants. My mil told me i should pursue her. I told her i was not going to, and that my W already knows how i feel. I asked her if she had spoken to my W about that, she said she had, and that my W knows how much i love her. I reiterrated that i did not need to pursue her, and my MIL seemed to understand. She said my W was not living with OM, and that she was very confused. All stuff I know.

Why is this so difficult. People wait their whole lives to fall in love and start a family, but then get "lost" and throw it all away....for what...really.....FOR WHAT?????