Back at home and feeling much better. I can't believe that our meeting hit me so hard. It's funny how you can feel so strong one day and then just get completely thrown for a loop. Luckily they don't last as long anymore. I'll keep standing back up, and each time does get easier.

One thing I remembered today. My DB coach emphasized how little time it has really been. Can be hard to remember at times, since it can feel so long. But I just need to continue to be patient. I have to remember that even if she filed today, I'd still have 6 months before it was final. It hasn't even been 3 months since she left.

I know I have the strength to do it.

I hope everyone is doing the best they can. The sun is starting to shine again here. Looks like spring might finally be coming. What a perfect time.

If everything goes to plan, I will see W the next 2 days. Pick up my D after work tomorrow and drop her off Tues. morning. This will at least give me an opportunity to show my strength. I know I need to expect the unexpected, but I doubt the W brings up anything so soon after our talk on Fri. We'll see.

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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.