For the last little while the words going through my head when I start to think about my H. are " H. just doesn't care." Over and over. I don't know if this is a self defence mechanism or not, but it sure is reducing my anxiety level. If someone does not care, you can just turn away and not care either.
BITS Me-51, WAS-52 Kids 2 M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013 Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice. Love is a action and choice you make, every day.