Time to get what your friend said out of your mind. Take my word on this. We can justify within ourselves that what our spouses is wrong, however, what we can't escape is the wrong that we've done. And what we especially cannot escape is the fact that these thoughts build resentment within us that we will have a much harder time overcoming. For a long time, I thought that the fight was with my H. I learned after time that the fight was squarely within myself. Do not let these types of thoughts consume you. If you want to fight for your M, then fight. That also means fighting these types of thoughts.
I'm praying for you, sweetie. It's a tough road. But believe, with all your heart, with strength, you'll make it.
