Dear CMrs, Sadly so many of us know your journey all too well. We feel your pain and recognise your H. He's not there for you atm because he just can't be. He's incredibly selfish and we know you can't recognise him at all. Let him go for now. Use these boards to vent and to show your hurt and rage but let him be.
Be there for your darling children. Let them know that you are there for them, no matter what. You owe them this stability. You need to think of only now and not tomorrow. Tomorrow is too far away.
Don't bother texting him. Your old H would have responded but for now your H is not available to you in this way.
