I knew it was time for a new thread and I was trying to think of an apt title that recognised where Sanderika and I were on this journey. I'm speaking for Sanderika when I say we're both at the stage of feeling quite tired and depleted but we have to give this one last shot. We're both feeling a little jaded by circumstances and yet we know that if there is even a tiny glimmer of hope we can't yet give in. We have to keep the faith. We have no proof, no evidence that this is the right path, that we won't be further hurt or disillusioned and yet we are still slowly and surely placing a small step in front of the other on the road forward. Faith gives us hope and tells us that we can give just a little bit more. That little more might be a day, a week, a month. Who knows? We both know that today we have faith and today is all we can consider right now.
For me, the goal is to leave the door open for 4 more weeks. I have planned a weekend away for me at that time. It will be a chance to catch up with friends and family but also a chance to be away from home and to reflect on my position. My tank is slowly emptying and I have given H this message.
Thanks to you, my special friends for your ongoing support and direction.
