Side Trip from Forward Motion

[BeingMe]

H leaves tomorrow. Our 25th anniversary is on Tuesday, so he won't be here. My D23 said that we should have a party, but none of our old friends or family are here. Most are a continent and an ocean away. Wouldn't be much fun without them. And not everyone has parties for their milestone anniversaries.

I have decided to deactivate my fb for awhile. And my skype. I need to clear my head as far as my exBF and my H are concerned. Nothing I can do about exBF, except to try and distance myself romantically. I just wonder if we should remain friends ... I am thinking not. But, he just makes me laugh, and he understands me so well.

I have not a clue about what to do about H. None. Nothing. Nada. Zero. Nil. ~sigh~