Haven't even started the night and I already blew it with the W. Five minuets after my last post I get call from W. She wants to know when I am picking her up. I tell her (for third time) and she says that she gets done with the sale she has been working/shopping the last two days she is going to run to Urgent Care cause she is having problem with one of her toes.
I ask very nice what is wrong and she says that she thinks that something bit her earlier in week cause one toe was itching on Tuesday, yesterday there was a bump and today it has been hurting real bad. She says that she should be done with sale at 5 and hopes to be back home to start getting ready by 6. I was to be there at 6:30. I ask her if she wants me to drive her UC and she says no thanks but when I tell her that she won't have time to get ready she says that she doesn't care. I tell that if she wants to call tonight off she can and she replies we will see.
I get off the phone and my mom (who heard call) starts in on me. You letting her play you, your dangling on her string, why didn't she go to UC Thursday, Friday, Tomorrow, why tonight. Call her back and tell her that the plans are off. Etc
I start to get mad as hell. I have dreading a call like this all day cuase of the way W has been flip floping. So I call W back and flat out ask her if she wants to go tonight or not. She says yeah why? I say well you seem to not care if we do. She says that she just wanted to let me know that she wanted to get this done cause she has baby shower tomorrow and no would be better. I say that the baby shower is more important than tonight?
I ask "Yes or No do you want to go"
"Its Fine" (cold)
"I asked yes or no"
"Yes" (cold)
"Would you like me to see if I can get reservations changed to later to give you more time"
"Sure" (cold)
We hang up. I'm so mad at myself I could spit nails!!! I had hopes for tonight and now its gonna suck. She is going to be pissed and it is the same old H to her. Why does everything have to hurt so much. Why does it have to be so hard!!!
