Hello...it's me again.
I have a condition called Pancreatitis, which is extremely painful and usually requires me to be hospitalized.
My sister brought me in last night and then called my H at work (he works night shift) to let him know where I was and if he wouldn't mind stopping by our home to check on the cats.
He agreed, and that was that.
About 6:30am this morning he walks into my hospital room. I was very surprised he came to see me.
I said "Wow...this is a surprise." And he said "not really, why wouldn't I be here?"
And he proceeds to tell me that he stopped at the store and picked me up some magazines.
I was so touched that he made this gesture, and I made sure to let him know how much I appreciated it.
He stayed with me for almost 2 hours, rubbing my hand (he gives the best hand massages) and even climbed into bed with me and held me for a little bit.

I am thinking he is noticing my 180's, but I don't say anything.
I am trying to think positive and think that maybe we really could work through this, but then I get scared because I know he isn't ready to come home.
I don't want to push him to do anything he isn't ready for.

How do I deal with this?


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