Country, you sound like you are reeling and starting to lose focus.

Stay off the bottle dude, that will only compound your problems and make you more depressed the next day. YOU KNOW THIS!!!!

Baby steps my friend, all is not lost as long as you have your integrity and you do. I admire how you have handled this and she may see the positives in you. Its hard to say.

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BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11