How much longer in Separated?

[jon2911]

My C said that was a great example of not chasing her all the time, giving her a chance to come my way. Especially because she chose to move away. I feel like I'm in DBing 101 all over again LOL.

This weekend my camping trip was cancelled, very disappointed. E-mailed W that I could come there, and didn't get a response all day, until in the evening she responded "this weekend is out, I'm sorry. My nephew was born today, he is beautiful!"

She called a few minutes ago but was very tired and incoherent. It is nice that she called though. Maybe we're heading back toward romance, it's just been so much up and down. How did we go from almost reconciliation, which I think you're right about Michelle, to talking about D again? It's so painful, really been hard on me. I have a lot of anger towards the whole sitch, and the job stuff, and I've been internalizing it.

I spent the day buying a new Macbook Air, which I'm extremely happy with. My old laptop was not getting the job done at 4 1/2 years old. Also got a great e-mail from my web client on the side. It's been tough keeping him happy now that I'm full time at my "day job", but it's working. This one side job alone paid for the Air, and I have several more possibilities.

I'll get a lot of work done today, spend some time with family, then my nephew is getting baptized tomorrow. I enjoy the 3-hour motorcycle ride from here to Austin, and it's such a key time right now, with a nephew born in January and a niece just two weeks ago. It's definitely bittersweet, because I want to have kids so badly someday. I'm sure W is feeling that with her new nephew also.

Hopefully get down to see W and the fair next weekend. I e-mailed her suggesting that.