Standing for my live-in MLC'er/WAS

[angel61]

We are now at the convention in OW's city. I haven't seen OW around, and I don't know if H has met up with her yet.

Anyways, I'm telling myself - whatever. He can do what he wants.

Take the spotlight away from me and let it shine on her.

I will just try to enjoy myself.

And look good.

And be sparkly and noticeable. I was speaking with 3 of H's male coworkers at the hotel lobby and I made the effort to make good conversation, come across as very knowledgeable and witty (wonder if I managed to do that?) while H sat quietly observing us.....

I don't know why but I felt the need to come across as accomplished and confident. Maybe my ego has taken such a beating with H that I just have to pull myself up.