For the most part I am pretty positive on most days, but then insecurity kicks in and I get scared. We had lunch together today and it was a nice time. When we're together it's like we're just us, ging out to lunch, not a couple that is separated. He says he is very scared that things will go back to how they used to be. I am afraid of that also. I know I have to be patient, and I am prepared to work through whatever we have to, but then I get scared that maybe he'll like being apart more than he'll like being a family. He said he isn't going to come home until he knows for sure how he feels, which I understand. I wouldn't want him to move in and move out again. It would kill us. I'm just so scared.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
