The Lies and Deception Killing Me

[abbey1989]

Last night was the concert. We had a fun yet "disconnected" time. We spent most of the concert apart. I sat with friends for awhile and H stood most of the show. I later stood near the back and he finally "found me" just when the concert was wrapping up. STILL, it was a fun night. I learned that I didn't need H by my side to enjoy myself.

Tonight, some friends will come over to play some cards. Will be fun to see them.

I did blow it this a.m. and told H that we should fool around tonight since kids are our of town. IDIOT! He said yeah...that will be great. I need to stop it. JUST STOP IT! he he. Just really craving some attention.

Song for the day: "Better Days" Goo Goo Dolls