Brian I hear your pain and we have all felt it. Believe, there were days that I thought I just wanted it over but I would ALWAYS think of my kids and to through away something so precious is Absurd. But the pain is so prevelent that its all you can think about.

Breathe Brian. YOU WILL GET PAST THIS , one way or another. The sun will come up tomorrow and there will be another day followed by another.

YOU have to STOP thinking that this woman defines you as a person. I KNOW you love her with all your heart but if she isnt in love with you right now, you cant give up and wither and die.

YOU ARE BETTER THAN THIS.

IT will get better, trust me. I thought I was done as well but you have to just survive the next day. Thats all.

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BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11