Islander, somehow, Way easier said then done, you have to take the focus off her. I'm trying to do that with little success but I have to keep trying.

My success in life should not be based on whether I can gain back the love of one woman.

My kids need me and I need to be there for myself.

We gotta really do this Islander or we will surely suffer a long long ,painful time.

She has to look at the new you and WANT to , REALLY want to come back as Scyalla often mentions, be the BANQUET, not the crumbs.

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BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11