For God's sake woman, stop listening to his abuse of you. You made a mistake. It's not a big deal. Last time I checked your H can't walk on water. You don't have to answer to him. He put you down and you are believing it.
It's not a blunder. You made a mistake. Period.
When your H started laying into you, you should have held up your hand and said "look, I made a mistake. I understand that. You don't have the right to talk to me in that manner." Then walk away. He will be left speechless because he will realize he's losing his power over you. He will come back at you even louder, but don't listen to him. And most importantly, don't believe him.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
