I think I have been getting really down lately bc of the NC and te fact that this has been going on now for 6 months, and separated for 2 months. I keep thinking that wha happens in 3 or 6 months, how much further apart will we be. I feel very alone and abandoned, and starting to wonder if it is realistic that we can recon one day.

Then I think that people are separated all of the time, military deployments, for long periods of time. Granted they all don't have other people involved in their M, but the time apart in and of itself is not a death sentence to the M.

I am just feeling down.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...