I see a lot of positives in there. Just try to take them for what they are and continue to work on yourself. Your H will notice.
Just a reminder, your posts are most likely getting a little lost because they are still taking some time to show up. Keep journaling and soon your posts will show up on the first page and you'll get more responses.
Hang in there!
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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.
